i know it's not much.

Sometimes, I keep asking myself, why am I still stuck here.
Everyone moved forward as time goes by, why can't I? I really wished I was those girls who can move on real fast, and not linger on the past.
Heck, I don't look like one who lingers on the past, but who does look like one?
It's not like it's written on their faces right? So yea, people who don't know me,
please don't claim that I'm those kinda people who move on like the wind.
I wonder how long he can keep up with me?
I know I'm never the best bet, but he puts all his faith in me..
In us. I know I was never a good enough girl.
I don't know, I just kinda feel inferior. I feel like I'm a little girl playing dress-up,
trying to fit into the adult world.
I'm sorry you had to tolerate all my nonsense all this while.
I promise to try and change.. I'll really try my best.
If you're reading this, you'll most probably be thinking "Did we fight?",
haha, no we didn't baby, I just felt like writing about this.
I know I'm very random, oh wells, beats keeping all this to myself aye?
I love you, you know I do. :)
[Do you? ;)]

how can i move on, when i'm still in ♥ with you?-

-ps. Botanic Gardens tmr with TOKKI! :D hahas, can't wait to use her leash.
that is if the boyfriend got it... hahas. :D