Time.

Moving house,Chinese New Year,Valentines day.
All in one week, day after the other.
Slow down time, I'm only one girl. Ugh.
Plus, I haven't decided what to do for my wall!!!!! >:(
I need help! Can someone please give suggestions for my wall?
I've decided not to paint it, but use wall stickers. It'll be easier for me and my friends too.
Now, the problem is..... I CAN'T FIND ONE BLOODY DECENT AND PRETTY STICKER IN SIGHT!!!!! UGH! >:(
Plus, I work almost everyday, and i recently sprained my ankle so now it's hurting like a bitch.
I really need help. Where is Superman when you need him?? :(

NUGH.

F-my life. I am feeling bitter and I don't know why.

Ugh.


I think I really need a stress relief ball now. Anyone up buying it for me? :/

Hope For Haiti

I would donate all my money to Hope For Haiti Telethon, if Taylor would pick up my call.

:D

i change my face everyday.

Do I really look very different with makeup on?
I've got comments from everyone that says that i look super different when i tie up my hair and when i put on makeup.
I don't really see the difference. So it's up to you to decide.
Hahah.

Without makeup on.

With makeup on.

??????

Whatcha say?

Tonight's gonna be a good night. My foot.

Another year has passed. The pain never really fades away.
Some people have tried to set me straight,some didn't know what to say.
I really want to move on,but alas,it seems like my feet are rooted to the ground. [Mental feet,mind you.]
I just wana say to you, I love you & I miss you so.
Your were my confidant when I was down. You were there to stand up for me when I was hurt. You were there to provide me with a shelter when I was homeless.
Home just doesn't feel the same without you here.
I still blame myself. Why didn't I wake up immediately when I sensed that something was wrong? Why didn't I stop yapping,and start moving my bloody ass off the bed.
Why didn't I stop screaming and start calling for help? I really am the dumbest and slowest girl alive.
Maybe He is teaching me a lesson. A lesson to get me to start reacting and stop worrying? Idk.
Anyways, I would just like to thank a couple of people.
To daddy, who always tries to help me even when he knows he can't do much.
To lyy, for the interesting talk we had @ 3am in the morning.
To wl, for encouraging me on & knocking some well needed sense into this airhead.
To waily, who tried to help and was willing to sacrifice his sanity. [Apparently, I sound like Ris Low via msn. >:( ]
Thank you all. Even those not mentioned. I'm sorry, but it's been two years.
I can't exactly remember everyone who helped me along the way. But I do know one thing, those who helped, I appreciate it, A LOT.
These couple of people helped me recently when I had a mental breakdown so yea.
Okay, this post is real emo, so on a lighter note, I'm back to blogging! [yay! :D ]
& I know the layout is reeeeeaaaaaaaaally crappy now, BUT! It'll be fixed.
:D Hees, so keep a lookout. That is...Erm... If... Y'know... You want to....
Gosh, I'm having a ditherspaz.

Very late birthday post.

Hello everyone! I'm so sorry for the lack of updates. :/
Been lazy and all, anyways, life's not so exciting for me now.
It's the same old same old routine everyday.
And...... I'm one year OLDER. :(
I feel old now... When I was younger, I've always welcomed the fact that I'll be 16 one day.
I even looked forward to it!! :O I've also been planning my Sweet Sixteen since I was 10?
But when that day finally arrived, the idea of a perfect Sweet Sixteen just seemed...
I don't know? Dreadful? I can't really describe the feeling.
Anyway, it's over now. I can't say it was perfect, but it was EVENTFUL.
Those who were there would know, and I'm sorry for the bad mood after lunch.
Somebody just like to get under my skin . Even on MY birthday.
I was so angry! Can you imagine someone who won't even give in to you on your birthday?! [I don't mean that everyone had to give in to me, it's just that it was a really simple request, like eating lunch with me. But nooooo, the person was tooo LAZY. so yea.]
I have to give in to that somebody instead!!!! And we had planned it like a few weeks ago!!!
Ugh. I gave in on that person's birthday cause afterall, it's THEIR day. Not mine.
But why can't that person do the same for mine? It's not a huge request, I just wanted to spend the whole day with that certain someone. And that person totally crushed my mood, thus wrecking my day.
But it turned out fairly okay i guess. Still am not thrilled, it could have been better, like much MUCH better. But I don't have a time turner like Hermione in Harry Potter.
All I can do is gurmble and make hell for that person! [Heh heh, I'm just joking ;)]
Catched Orphan sneaks. Really scary. Not the supernatural kinda scary, but scary as in how can one be so evil. Brrrr... Thinking of it just sent chills up my spine....
Okay, some photos taken on that day. I can't upload the one with my FACE!!!!! :(((( The rest are with Jingwen or Qinyi or Weien. :P




Oh, I'm also sorry this blog is turning to a blogshop. :(
Lazy to do up another blog so it's going to be a permanent space here.
Do support! I'm friendly and don't bite! Don't mind negotiating the prices but be CONSIDERATE! :)
Ohkay, do check the selling post belowwwwww!!! Thank you very much. :D

wooooonderfuuuuuulll. [not for sale]

credits: billybabybop.livejournal.com

credits: modparade.livejournal.com

credits: eatingzombie.livejournal.com

credits: forever21.com

:D

watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjWtRYaxmWM this is so touching! and it's definately real.
I wish I had a lion cub. :/
I've always had a soft spot for big furry cats like lions and tigers.
I don't really know why.
They just look super adorable and friendly to me.
If I had the chance to be able to be so close to a lion, I would most definately go for it.
Haha. :D
Maybe it's because I'm a leo. So that explains why i love lions. Tee Hee. :P

Lazy Bum. [not for sale: vintage floral print skirt]

I admit I am a super lazy bum.

Haha. Worked out with Melinda yesterday at her hostel and it was really fun! :D Was supposed to go again today but the flu was being a bitch.

Woke up at 830 for tuition and was super groggy.

Crystal was really nice. As usual. :P

Okay, I'm really lazy to blog now, so I'll just post some pictures!

Btw, my korea square peg bag arrived and it's looking super fab! Everyone gave great compliments, so Baby!

THANK YOU FOR THE FABULOUS 1YEAR 1MONTH PRESENT! :D

Denim Ribbon Highwaisted Skirt

199shop.livejournal.com

-Do support! Owner is super nice (: & the things she's selling are really cheap and the quality is great! Much cheaper than other online blogshops!

Pastel Semi Highwasited Skirt

Modparade.livejournal

Vintage Floral Printed Skirt II

Bonitochico.livejournal

Tata!

i know it's not much.

Sometimes, I keep asking myself, why am I still stuck here.
Everyone moved forward as time goes by, why can't I? I really wished I was those girls who can move on real fast, and not linger on the past.
Heck, I don't look like one who lingers on the past, but who does look like one?
It's not like it's written on their faces right? So yea, people who don't know me,
please don't claim that I'm those kinda people who move on like the wind.
I wonder how long he can keep up with me?
I know I'm never the best bet, but he puts all his faith in me..
In us. I know I was never a good enough girl.
I don't know, I just kinda feel inferior. I feel like I'm a little girl playing dress-up,
trying to fit into the adult world.
I'm sorry you had to tolerate all my nonsense all this while.
I promise to try and change.. I'll really try my best.
If you're reading this, you'll most probably be thinking "Did we fight?",
haha, no we didn't baby, I just felt like writing about this.
I know I'm very random, oh wells, beats keeping all this to myself aye?
I love you, you know I do. :)
[Do you? ;)]

how can i move on, when i'm still in ♥ with you?-

-ps. Botanic Gardens tmr with TOKKI! :D hahas, can't wait to use her leash.
that is if the boyfriend got it... hahas. :D

SHOPPING! :D [not for sale, except knitted skirt]

Hello everyone! :D
Hahas, it's been so long since I've last blogged.
Anyways, many things happened during this period of time. Some whacko came to my blog and starts saying I'm spoilt and all.

Please luh, who are you to say I'm spoilt? Do you even know me? I like to spend money so what?

At least i do save up my money. And how do you know I don't work for my money?

FYI, I do work for my money okay? Like I said, I receive money as presents and I work for my spending money. Clothes I received from my parents and boyfriend are gifts.

It's not like i forced people to buy me stuff okay? So get your facts right.

Btw, your tacky name, 'Watchman', is like seriously stupid.
Since you think you're so great? Why not tag with your real name? Chicken huh?

Pfft. You're the one who's in denial okay. I have no time to play along your stupid games.
Oh, and btw, you'll be happy to know that I've saved every message you tagged on my tagboard.

Along with your IP address. I will not hesitate to report you to the police if you continue to annoy me with your childish nonsense.

-

Okay, now back to the reason I wanted to blog, is of course for my love of shopping! :D

Am planning to get some clothes via online :D

Hahas.

BOUGHT :D

credits : forever21.com

[There's much more to come. Hiak Hiak Hiak :P]
-

Also, I bought some stuff for the boyfriend (:

-Access-ed.livejournal's Luke Berms in Black.

-Abercrombie And Fitch Polo Tee

-Soul essential for men [TheFaceShop EDP]

Hees, that's all for now.

Piccas of us for the past few weeks!

First off, the adorable boyfriend! :D

The boyfriend seriously looks good if he bothered to style up his hair.

So we're going do our hair this coming saturday together! :D

Along with my mom of course. Hahas.

Now it's my turn! :D

It's not much though, didn't feel like taking pictures..

Be it alone or with people.

Will post soon! :D

xoxo.

Forever 21 Ribbed Cuff Leggings In Black :D

Yeeeee Hawww! :D

I am so very happy now. Ho Ho.

Was at mom's place yesterday thus, a no show in church.

Went swimming at god-ma's place with cousin and brother.

Basically, we didn't swim much. More like tok-kok session luh.

Hahas. Then we went to Westmall for lunch, but before that, I had to meet Heather[k-ubicle.blogspot.com] for a swap.

My Satin like leggings for her F21 Ribbed cuff leggings. :D

WOO HOO! :D The leggings was brand new! :D

And from one look, I could see that it was long enough for me! :D

Anywhos, went to try it on at my aunts' place, and sure enough, it fits like a glove! :D

Super happy lehhhhh. :D

Here's a picture of it! :D

And thennnnnnnn, I got some other items online as well. :X

And I'm guilty.. Hahas.

Boyfriend got me the Tuxedo Blazer and I'm over the moon! :D

Ohwells, tmr there's no morning classes so I can sleep in. :D

But I'm contemplating whether I'm heading for a swim in the morning. All alone.... T.T

Oh wells, I need to study now, or else I would forget everything Mr Shav thought me today.

HAH!

I WANA BUYYYYYYYYYYYY! ;D

Hellos! :D hahas, notice how nowadays I update really fast ?
Hees, that's cause I'm super eager to sell off my items and buy new ones! :D
I just saw these two items @ inksandneedles.weebly.com and i want to get them! :D
I've been dying to have my own Tuxedo Blazer but everytime I see one at Mango,Zara,Topshop etc.. it's always super expensive!
Like $100+++++ ?
Ugh, it always depresses me so whenever i see the pricey price tag.

I'm also scouring everywhere for comfortable bottoms.
Hahahas, so I'm really happy to see what i want from that particular website. :D
Anywhos, I hope that i can still get the blazer from the owner as it's already all pending! D;
Okay, piccas now for those two BEAUTIFUL items. HEES :DD

The Postman Black Shorts.
$25


The Tuxedo Blazer.
$32 only ! :D

Hees, wish me luck! :D

ugh.

Why is it always me who has to pick up the pieces of the mess you've created and swallow all the blame?Its not fair , life's not fair . I dont want to carry on with this cycle . So please , the very least you could very do - have a heart.

blogshopping! :D

HELLO! :D
Hees, to pay tribute to online shopping, I'm going to post all of the items that I've bought online.[Only recent items. :P]
First off, items from the BOYFRIEND. :D

Green high waisted shorts [$21.90]

Mandy slouchy blazer from robotninjas.LJ [$26]

Amelia wet look racer back from Robotninjas.LJ [$18]

F21 Floral Woven Tank [$16.90 USD]

F21 Cara Frayed Denim shorts [$22.80 USD]

Now, for those that i bought! :D

Jelly Gladiator Sandals in Hot Pink [$20]

High Shine/ Lame leggings [$16]

Satin Like Leggings from hocuspocusing.LJ [$18 + postage]

Feather Tee Dress from 199shop.LJ [$19.90]

I even got a pair of cute hearts earrings cause apparently, the owner thinks that i'm a very good and honest customer. ho ho. :D

Peek Shoulder Cardi with Belt from 199shop.LJ [$19.90]

Topshop Inspired Faux leather jacket from tracyeinny.com.sg [$46]

Hello Kitty Polaroid Tee from Wetseal Spree [$15 USD]

Rose Lace Stockings from inksandneedles.weebly [$21]

IMPORTED STRAIGHT FROM USA, NOT THOSE ITCHY KINDA LACE! :DDD

School Girl Dress from ohveranda.BS [$18]

Ellen Bandage Skirt from ohvola.LJ [$18.50]

And now, for the items my Papa and Mama bought for me. VIA ONLINE :D

PAPA

Bling Bling Heart shaped earpiece from bellitaslofa.BS [$12]

MAMA

Wetseal Hankerchief Skirt [$24.50 USD]

Hee hee hees.

I so love all these! Thanks Papa, Mama and the Boyfriend for buying me all these pretty stuff. :D

Maybe if you're lucky, you might see all these beautiful pieces when I'm out. :D

Tata!