emotional .

i'll always love you ♥

taking the bus home .
i remembered something .
something so distant that it almost slipped my mind .
i remembered going to church and coming home with my grandma .
that was when i was still young .
i enjoyed her company .
i love her a lot .
i still do .
i regretted not going to church with her anymore since i went to secondary one .
how foolish was i to think that she'll be with me until i die just because i prayed for that .
now i'll never have the chance to accompany her anywhere .
she's gone . forever .
she's gone to a wonderful place .
but the pain still stings .
i'm glad she's happy .
but i want her here .
i miss her .
i do .
i do .
many a nights i cried myself to sleep .
seeing her bed , empty .
just breaks my heart .
she was a great mom , a great grandmother .
i really really love her .
her death was so sudden .
i didn't do much for her .
how i wish she was here now .
nagging at me to sleep early as there's church later .
i really miss her .
i do .
i do .
happy mother's day ma ma .
i love you . forever and ever .

your grand-daughter ,
jiamin ♥