fat fat fat fat fat .

i am feeling super fat !
cause haven't been doing any sports ! teehees .
baby ! let's go running/swimming ! ;DDDD

tragic.

ohmygosh !
choi wants to see my dad tmr .
most probably regarding my horrible horrible results .
how ? i'm really terrified that i won't be advance to sec4express next year !
ugh , i should have studied harder .
ah . ohmygoshohmygosh !
i sure hope she'll give me a second chance .
&i really hope i'll make the cut .
pray for me everyone ? please&thanks (:

dissapointed .

i got back my results today .
am very dissapointed in myself .
i've been too complacent , thinking i would just whisk through this exam like how i always do .
but in the end , my results sucked like shit .
i still couldn't believe that those are my results .
i hope that my overall would be a pass ,
if not i won't be able to promote to sec4 express .
cross my fingers & prays very hard .
yeap . will end here .
p.s , i changed my blogskin , isit nice ? tag and tell me (:

i'm feeling lucky .

hello (: haven't been blogging for a very long time ..

many things have happened during my absence here .

i've finally opened up my eyes to my surroundings .

i've also learned from this unexpected tragedy that i should cherish my family even more .

friends come and go , but family will always stay .

ain't that true ? ;) &i'm really glad that my family was there for me throughout the entire saga .

so , exams are over but that doesn't mean all the stress is gone .

i'm super stressed out for my results and all ..

and i'm not courages enough to face my fears .

guess i'll need a lot of pushing to face my fears . anywhos ,

i'm very very lazy now . so the clothes thing will have to wait .

& i seriously need to save up money man ..

times are bad and if i don't have any money at all , how am i going to survive ?

yea, i can depend on my parents but i would like to have a little 'personal money' by my side to back me up . so yea, trying to cut down on my spend-thrift ways .

i need to get materials to make some cards . for birthdays and etc .

and presents too . yup .

i'll wrap this up for now . will blog soon . [hopefully]

p.s i lost my cousin's wedding disc ! T.T

will post pictures up soon .