happy third month-aversary ;D

yay ! today is our third month-aversary ;)

oops ! i mean yesterday (:

went to church with baby and after service , we went to eat at botak jones (:

ordered chilli con carne and cajun chicken .

taste great ! hahahas .

then went to baby's house to help out with his school work and played with tokki-dokki ;)

[that's her new nickname .]

seems like her rash is getting worse .

so after that , we met xining , chunai and sebas at vivo to go and consult the vet at pets safari .

the vet said that he can't diagnose anything without tokki there .

so we asked about the price and all and it's going to be real expensive .

guess all the clothes i want will have to wait .

since my baby tokki-dokki is more important than that .

;( i hope she'll get better soon .

after that , we went to daiso to get a few things .

i got a apple scented oil to help me sleep well and a very cute letter pad .

baby got two figurine casing for his star wars figurines .

he has a obssession with star wars . hahahas .

then we went to watch 'Indiana Jones ; and the kingdom of the crystal skulls .'

great show ! hahas . ;D

after that we went to the famous beancurd shop near 'Cathay' .

ate supper and baby bought me my favourite !

PORTUGESSE EGG-TART ! ;D

YUM !

ahahas . did i mention baby bought me a new happy house handphone strap ?!

i love yesterday so much ! ;D

then we took 166 back home .

i start work tmr . hope i do well (:

oh well , time to hit the hay sack .

nights ! ;D

loveloves ♥

p.s , i'll always love you .♥

shit school .

wtf ! my school made us go for more lessons again ! and it's interfering with my job .

wtf . wtf . wtf . wtf . wtf . wtf .

i hate this school man ! why can't they just tell us everything earlier and at the same time ?!

they never tell us before-hand and expects us to fufill their every demands ?

wtf is going on with this school ?!

they keep changing the timings , they keep piling up new stuff on us .

what do they take us for ?

they think we're robots built for all that ?!

wtf . we're NOT ROBOTS .

they keep asking us to find some experience during the school holidays like go and find a job and all . but DO they give us the time ?

they keep changing dates , piling up new stuff . how can one work with all these conditions ?

ugh ! if they change one more date , that's it man .

i'll just not go . i don't care .

ugh !

crappy weather makes people crappy .

ugh . i hate this humid and hot weather . i don't mind getting stuck in a downpour now .

oh wells .

work's gonna start pretty soon .

loads of problems i have to settle .

so yea . i guess i'm a wreck and this is all whacked out !

i'm such a worry-head . i worry about EVERYTHING .

ah . i hope things in this world would be simpler .

or maybe i can just be immature ?

that way , i wouldn't know anything .

couldn't comprehend anything .

life may turn out to be great ?

who knows .

okay , it's 2.18 in the morning so maybe this post sounds a little weird .

pardon me for that .

oh wells , off to play sims 2 !

that should take the load off my mind .

loveloves ! ♥

yaadaa , yaadee , yaadoo .

hey hey ! (: haven't been blogging lately ..

it's just that holidays are just around the corner ! WOOHOO !

[two days to be exact (: ]

hahas . so yea , went shopping with mom , relaxing with daddy , meeting baby and hanging out with friends (:

mommy is so totally great ! ;DD

it's such a great thing that mommy is a professional make-up artist !

if not , i wouldn't know what to do !!

hahas .

work is starting soon and my job insists that i have to put on makeup and all and for those who doesn't know me well , my mom doesn't allow me to use make-up as it just spoils our skin when we grow older .

so yea , told mom and she's afraid those people who's going to do make-up for me are going to over-use the products . like put on many foundation , clogging pores powder and yaadaa , yaadee , yaadoo .

so she brought me to THE FACE SHOP , and spent TONS-O-MONEY on me !

hahas . i feel bad , but mom seems to enjoy spending time with me .

hahas . oh yea , did i ever mention that my mom has TONS OF MAKE-UP ?

so she gave me many which are new and TOTALLY GREAT !

they're all from Estee Lauder . [cause she was their make-up artist last time .]

and yea , she gave me a crash course on how to use them .

it's all very simple and light cause i don't intend to always put on heavy make-up .

i'll only do it when i'm going to some gala event or a ball .

so yea , i turn out GREAT ! hahahas .

though i'm having some trouble with the eyeliner as my right eye is weaker .

oh yea ! speaking of EYES .

mommy agreed to get me daily colour contacts ! ;D

hahas . so yea , tmr , which is monday , i'm going out with my long time friend , KAITING !

we're going to bugis (: can't wait !

after that , going to mom's shop so she can re-teach me on how to put on make-up again .. hahas .

oh weells , that's all for now (:

loveloves ! ♥

shopping spree ! again .

hey'all ! (:

had a great time today . woke up at 11 and realised i have a facial appointment at 11 !

so decided to change it to 1 .

place is at maju mall , opposite chomp chomp .

i didn't know how to go there by myself so i asked my mom . she told me that i can take 76 and so i took it . turns out her friend , whom she consulted , didn't really know and ended up giving her any bus number she could think of . so i ended up being LOST ! went all the way to upper payar lebar .

took a cab to the shop and got a little wet cause it was raining heavily .

had facial and massage ! finally ! my blackheads are all gone ! (:

after that , went to find mom to exchange the shoes .

on my way there , i was approached by this artiste agency called "UAN artiste management ."

was quite shocked initially but the guy told me not to worry and all and explained a little about the company . he asked for my number too and i gave it to him . he gave me his boss's business card too . it has the company's website . it's www.uanworld.com

after that , told mom and she asked me to call her once the boss calls me .

went to raffles city to change the shoe . ended up mom swap my previous pair for something she wants and bought me a new pair of shoes ! it's really nice and all but it's a bit too high . about 3inches ? but it's not heels . it's wedge or something . will post the picture up soon .

so yea , went to eat my late lunch and gossiped with mom a lot ! hahahhas . so bad luh . but it's all about her work stuff . seems like working life is really that horrible .

after lunch , went back to mom's shop to pick up my stuff , and then head to baby's place .

TOKKI'S NOT AFRAID OF ME NO MORE ! ;DDDD

hahahas . ivan's super mean luh ! when ivan carried tokki into the house to play , guess what was the first thing he said ?

he said , 'aiyo ! you so fat !' i was like , wth ?! why did you say she's fat as soon as you got hold of her ? so mean luh ! hahahas . but really hilarious ! (:

went to play guitar heroes 3 and i won ivan three rows straight ! hahahas .

but the last game i lost .

hahahas . after all that slacking and all . went home and slowly take my time to pack all my stuff . was pretty tired .

hahahas . oh well , that's all for now (:

loveloves ! ♥

p.s , i'm going to visit grandma's niche tmr after school . i hope i won't break down again . ;(

shopping spree ! ;D

my heart shape necklace (:
my best friends necklace (:
my hair looks like it got a permed but it's actually cause i bun it up .
me and my flower brooch head band (:
my new guess shoes (:

yesterday , i had chinese listening and english oral .

was really afraid for my oral as i haven't really prepared for the picture discussion ..

but i aced the whole exam ! ;D

the teacher taking my exam is JENNY WONG .

the HOD of english and so when she keep saying 'very good' , i assumed i did really GREAT !

hahas . so much for all the fussing about failing . >.<

chinese listening compre was relatively easy too . BUT ! i almost failed .

WHY ?? BECAUSE I FORGOT TO BRING MY PENCIL CASE ! T.T

and so i tried borrowing pencils from brianna and the pencil backfired on me .

as soon as i wrote the letter "c" , the lead broke ! T.T

i was like WTH ?!

so i tried borrowing from other people and found that the majority of people don't bring extra pencils .. i manged to borrow one from adolphus though ! he must be so proud to save my life ! HAHAHAS .

so after exams , me , yishan and laura went for job interview and let me tell you this ! THE PLACE IS GORGEOUS !

the whole shop is very nicely funished and decorated . and it looks uber professional !

we got the job and then went to bugis junction to shop ! manged to get my lovely wooden heart necklace for only 6dollars ! it's such a steal !

i also got a flower brooch head band , a friendship necklace [shared with saeyeon] and a pair of gold hoops earing for my mom ;D

then we met saeyeon and went to take neoprints .

omgosh ! the neoprint machine in bugis sucks man . waste money only lor .

after all that , went to raffles city to meet mom and brother . went to shokudo japanese restruant which operates like marche (: super nice luh .

hahas . after that went shopping and mommy bought me a pair of guess shoes ! [will post it up (:] and she's also going to buy the disney edition birkenstock ! i love mommy ;D

went to agnes b to look around and they have this free gift in this fish bowl and i took one . turns out it's a okamoto condom ! hahas . super funny ! placed it back anyways .

yea , that's all for yesterday .

for today , i went to school for chinese oral and it was super difficult . the conversation part i really blanked out . the question was so difficult . but i think i just pass .

ahahs . school ended at 8.15 and went home soon to sleep . didn't go watch movie with faith , trisha , kim and sean . can't go out and i was really dead tired .

made a facial appointment for tmr at 11 and after that i'm going to find mom cause apparently , she saw the same guess shoes at another outlet where there is a 50% off !

so she ask me to go over to change the shoes into something else i want and then go to the other guess shop to buy that same pair of shoes for 50% off ! my mom is so cute ! HAHAHS .

so that's all (:

loveloves ! ♥

wonderful wonderful mother's day ;D

baby and me again (: this is the pretty birkenstocks' i want ! ;D
boo ! ;D
peek-a-boo !
hahas . weirdo .. ;D
baby's feet and his macbook air !
baby and i at the lift (:

today is mother's day ! hahas .

to all the mom's out there , HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

woke up later today and missed service . the cause ?

throbbing headache and body aches . i think i'm VERY old .

like old ah ma like that . as soon as i wake up , my whole body's in pain ...

hahas . so baby tried all means to wake me up but i just ignored him until he VIDEO CALLED ME !

i picked up the phone but i was so sleepy that i just closed my eyes and tried to mutter a few words . hahas . he shouted into the phone to get me to wake up but i was too tired to bother , until he passed the phone to weishi and xining !

weishi saw my face and she went "eh ! 3g leh ! 3g leh ! hello jiamin !!! ;D " hahas . so funny luh .

then xining snatched the phone away to wake me up . alas ! i finally am awake from my slumber . so i went to take a bath and then went to church cause baby's there waiting for the other's to finish discipleship . found baby in church and we went into one of the classrooms to play with his macbook air .

while i was in the toilet , baby became a 2minutes cam whore . hahahahas . he took my phone to take pictures of himself luh ! hahahas . will post some later .

after that , we ate at amk market and went to amk hub to help chunai choose a diamond necklace for her mother . hahas . she's so sweet ! if i have the cash , i would get my mom that too .

after getting the necklace , we bid chunai goodbye as she's gonna head home while we wait for xining's boyfriend .

went to xining's place and slacked all the way . hahahahas !

I COMPLETED HOT DOG BUSH MANNNNN ! ;D

we ate dinner and baby and i went back to her room to use the com . baby was studying while i was playing other games .

xining and sebas were watching a movie . hahas . we went home soon after .

oh yea , my mommy isn't feeling well today . she has the fever and sore throat ..

poor mommy , today is her day and yet , she's ill . how ironic is that ?

she called me when i was on my way home and she told me about the birkenstock sandals that she's gonna buy for meeeee ! HAHAS . ! i'm getting the disney edition ! pretty pretty !

oh wells , that's all for today !

there's chinese listening comprehension and english oral tomorrow .

i'm a little worried for my english oral . cause i haven't check out the format for the picture discussion . gotta do that later . for now , i'm just gonna play and play . hahas .

i also have to go for job interview tmr .. wish me luck !

yea yea , my post is again , TOO LONG ! will stop for now . :)

loveloves ! ♥

emotional .

i'll always love you ♥

taking the bus home .
i remembered something .
something so distant that it almost slipped my mind .
i remembered going to church and coming home with my grandma .
that was when i was still young .
i enjoyed her company .
i love her a lot .
i still do .
i regretted not going to church with her anymore since i went to secondary one .
how foolish was i to think that she'll be with me until i die just because i prayed for that .
now i'll never have the chance to accompany her anywhere .
she's gone . forever .
she's gone to a wonderful place .
but the pain still stings .
i'm glad she's happy .
but i want her here .
i miss her .
i do .
i do .
many a nights i cried myself to sleep .
seeing her bed , empty .
just breaks my heart .
she was a great mom , a great grandmother .
i really really love her .
her death was so sudden .
i didn't do much for her .
how i wish she was here now .
nagging at me to sleep early as there's church later .
i really miss her .
i do .
i do .
happy mother's day ma ma .
i love you . forever and ever .

your grand-daughter ,
jiamin ♥

annoying people .

disgusting lady beside me .

today was a okay day luh . nothing much ..

i was over at mom's place last night after the chinese doctor's appointment . and guess what ?!

i saw the actress chen liping's husband ! he is also a actor but his name always eludes my memory . hahas . anyways , we [as in my mom , brother , aunt and cousin ] were all there chatting away when he [the actor] , and his mother entered .we were like 'whoa .'

hahas . but anyways , we didn't do anything [like gawking and all ] and continued our chatter .

then i noticed that whenever we're talking about a new topic , he'll turn and keep looking at us .
it just gives me the idea that he wants to join in the conversation too but he wants us to approach him first . hahas .

don't know luh . didn't care much either . ahahas . so after that , went to prata house for late night supper ! i ate the paper prata with ice-cream ! yumyum ! ;D and i had a glass of MILO DINOSAUR ! hahahas .

so at about 12.30 , we left the place and head back to mom's .

then i showed mommy my new blog and she was pretty impressed ! ahahas .

then we view other people's blog too . then i was forced to head to bed . ;/

so then woke up late today , had breakfast and slacked .. watch mtv and saw a number of delightful songs i would like to get my hands on . after that bathed and got ready and left the house heading to church .oh yea !

on the train to amk , this weird and disgusting lady was sitting beside me picking her toenails ! ewwww ! GROSS .

she seriously has no idea on how to behave in public . i mean , she's not a kid .

she's like 30++ . i even took a picture ! hahas . will upload it !

and so .. church was ... blah ..

some people just irritates me .

i mean , it's like totally not my fault that the pitch of the song is too high luh . but apparently , someone blamed it on me . like wtf !? hey loser ! i didn't compose the song mind you .

ugh . just pisses me off . so i decided to leave church early and head to baby's house .

had a little tiff with baby earlier on but we got over it . hahas . played with tokki and we found out that she had some sort of skin problems which made us both super worried . ;/ i wana take her to a vet once i get my hands on my allowance . i also found out that tokki jumped up onto the cardboard box that served as her 'bedroom' and she was left standing there for 4hours plus ! [baby's sister saw it when they leave the house for mother's day celebration thinking that she'll know how to jump down . they came back 4hours+ later .] poor tokki ! she must have been traumatised ! ;(

mommy's sorry she couldn't come over earlier ... anyways , i played guitar heros 3 on baby's xbox with his brother and it was a AWESOME game man ! can't wait to play again .

then went in to baby's room to use his brother's macbook while he uses his macbook air to 'study' . we ended up laughing and playing around with his brother . hahas .

"i ate wasabi yesterday and i turn and turn around to see my da pian come out like green tea ice-cream ." hahahahahahahhas ! HILARIOUS MAN . and then he created a blue tooth name for baby . 'kish mybols .' ahahhahahahahas .

his is 'phil mycok' and their sister's is 'taj myesh.'

oh man , i'm going nuts with this crazy bunch of people ! XD

after that , i went home at 10++ started to blog .

ah , i'm going off now . i think my posts are waaaaaaaaaaaay too long ... hahas .

loveloves !♥

YAY ! EXAMS ARE OVER !! ;D

sean looks like a deer caught in the headlights !
faith , trisha and i ;)
super extra faith !
wow ! nice green pole ! ;D
retarded faith ! ;D
sister and brother (:
trisha and i , on the bus .

teevee reflection . pose 1 ; acting retarded .
sean and i (:
ain't sean the cutest ? ;P
trisha , seanie wonie pony and i ! ♥
trisha , sean and i .
teevee reflection , pose 2 ! ; SQUEEZE .
teevee reflection , pose 3 ; smile widely !
i look weird .. ahahas .
peace out yo .
trish and i @ faith's livin' room .
trish and faith !
faith , the pig-mouth ! ;D
faith and i (:

acting retarded in the lift .
squint !
what's up with faith ? ;P
kissy ! ♥
oh no , i seriously need to see a doctor .

hahahahas. finally my exams are all over ;D

oops , i really can sleep man .. i fell asleep after answering the first few questions on my exam sheet and there's a whopping total of 40 questions that have to be completed within one hour ! hahas . but i managed it ;P so exams ended at 9 and we are free to go home . but nooooooo , faith wanted to go out , hahahas . i told her i had no cash as i need to save it all up . yups ! i'm a good girl ;D so we went opposite to wait for kimmy and at the same time , think about where are we going next ! i suggested going over to my place cause there's my brother's ps2 , nitendo ds lite and my psp . hahas . so we all agreed but unfortunately , they didn't come over as faith couldn't reach her mommy cause her mommy apparently forgotten how to switch on her own handphone ! hahas . how HILARIOUS IS THAT ?!

so we went to faith's place to chill and i greedily ate 4 choco ice-cream balls ! hahahahs . they're D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S ! we kept taking pictures luh ! faith lor .. suddenly become cam whore .. hahahs . oopsies ! [faith : don't get offended arh .] hahas . so we stayed there till like 1.45 and decided we need to fill our tummies with yummies . head off to thomson plaza and met kimmy-cubs there . [p.s , kim went home earlier on. ]

we went to the foodcourt to eat and guess what ? we saw suyin and 6 teachers from our school ! [they're not there together .] it's like everywhere we turn , they're there . i felt like a prisoner surrounded by guards ...

ate lunch and then hop on the bus home . hahahas . oh yea , faith keep saying we have no life at all . after exams never go out . the thing is , i gotta save up money , faith has ballet , kim has a hanna party later [her couz getting hitched !] and trisha .. hahas . i don't know . she's very "sui bian " .

heading over to baby's later . for now , i just wana relax in my comfy adobe .

loveloves ! ♥

; i can't seem to post the photos below the post . so weird ..

and i got the job already ! ;D

TOKKI ! ♥♥♥

cute tokki looking around ;D
in my arms ♥
her cute little body !


AHHHHH ! i couldn't take it anymore ! my super adorable baby rabbit is so cute ! [my boyfriend bought it for me ! ;D] hahahas. here's the link to the video baby took .
http://www.youtube.com/v/FehStp5YA_o&hl


enjoy ! ;D





loveloves ! ♥

almost done .

hello . i'm not really happy at all . i know i should be jumping for joy because i've almost completed all my papers but i'm just not happy . why ? cause i've been tricked into something i really hate . you know sometimes your friends are just curious as in what's in your phone and all ? yea , well , i lent it to ys cause she was curious in what kinda new stuff i added into it . i was okay with that as i know she wouldn't do anything to upset me . so i just went ahead with saeyeon cause we were both complaining about the heat and decided to walk faster to thomson plaza where there's air-conditioning and all . we were the first to enter , followed by faith , kim , trisha , kevin and the rest . i saw ys and asked for my phone back , but she told me ky took it and then ky put the blame to ab and ab put the blame to na . they all said they didn't hold on to my phone , ys went ahead to look for l , ky quickly ran away after i asked where's my phone and ab and na were left dumbfounded . i then noticed that c'lin and yt were missing . i seriously can't deal with losing something as some unfortunate events happened in the past which i do not want to post it on a public blog . anyways , i started freaking out and tears just formed in my eyes . i really wanted to cry so badly that i couldn't talk properly . faith , trisha , kim and saeyeon were very worried and they started to search for the rest . kim had a hunch either ky or c'lin took it . she was so angry even though the phone wasn't hers but i was greatful for having a bunch of friends like them . saeyeon then went ahead thinking i was following her . [hahas . super blur .] then kim suddenly saw a glimpse of c'lin and ran up the escalator but c'lin was too fast for her . we then went up searching for them and we found them outside the gameshop . kim went forward and scolded them and demanded for my phone back . ky took my phone out from her bag and gave it to kim saying she didn't know my phone was in her bag ! like who would believe that ? a three year old can even tell that you're lying luh ! kim was so fed up that she wanted to scold her but ky was quick enough to grab her phone out and pretended to call someone . i just told kim to forget about it and we went to eat lunch at kfc . while eating , they appeared again ! they came in and ys went straight to me and apologized saying she didn't know ky would play such a prank . i just told her to forget about it . ky didn't even have the guts to look at me luh . she was hiding behind the guys . after awhile , they suddenly went over to pizza hut . ky was the first to stand , that just proves she's guilty , and the worst part is , SHE STILL HASN'T APOLOGIZED ! argh . that just pisses me off . kim got so mad that she wanted to go over to confront her . but faith managed to stop her . hahas . cute little sean also wanted to confront her for his "big sister" . so adorable luhh ! i told him no , it's okay cause i don't want to make matters big . so after lunch , kim's mom drove me home but we did a pit-stop at the gas station cause mrs yap wanted to get her car wash . OOOOOO ! did i ever tell you that i simply LOVE CAR WASHES ?! hahas , yes i do ! they're so fun luh . i was just telling kim if i were the workers , i would have a blast of a time ! hahas . cause i'll be playing around and getting drenched in sudsy water ! hahas . i'm such a weirdo ... o.o the workers there then asked if kim and i were sisters cause we look so much alike ! except that i'm a golden tan and kim's dark . ahahas . no wonder we're 'twins' ! ;D
after that , we proceeded home . on the way i was telling kim and mrs yap about what i read yesterday . i read about the fritzl incest case which totally disgusted me . i mean , HOW CAN A FATHER TRAP HIS OWN FRIGGING DAUGHTER IN A DUNGEON FOR 24 YEARS AND RAPE HER COUNTLESS TIMES ?!! i mean really , what kinda shinanigens is this ? the girl's name is elizabeth , she's 42 now but she looks way older than her age cause she has vitamin d deficiancy due to not being exposed to the sun for 24 long years . he even made her pregnant 6 times ! and she gave birth to all 7 all by herself in the dungeon with no help whatsoever ... [two of them were twins but one apparently died after being born cause he had some birth defects or something . his body was then incinarated by his dad/grandfather in some place and apparently no one found out till now .] ah ! it's a pretty long story but you can look it up here :http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fritzl
at times like this , i really am glad to have parents like mine ;D
so yea , i reached home , watched a bit of tele and came here to blog . as i was blogging , kim called me and told me that ky lost her phone . then afterwards , she called again to tell me it was all a prank to get faith to tell me that . they're really super duper childish . sometimes i wonder if they have anything called BRAINS ? then i received a msg from ky telling me that she's sorry to pull a prank on me and to told me to forgive and forget . sometimes i wonder if she practices what she preaches ? she always tell people to forgive and forget but she herself is one who hold grudges and all . i seriously don't want to care about her anymore . after typing so much , i realised that me getting upset and angry over this is such a waste of my time . so i'm just gonna leave it to Him to deal with her .
apparently i have no control on kim whatsoever . hahas . cause she's calling ky now . she's really one "hiong" girl man .. [ clapclaps ! ] hahas. okay , i'll stop now , or else this would be a ten page essay ! oh yea , bio and f&n paper is relatively easy today . hope i score !

loveloves ! ♥

missing you and random rants.♥

baby and me fooling around !
nice nice picture after we clamed down a bit from all the horsing around .

i miss baby loads . i know i just saw him yesterday , but we didn't really talk much . i don't know why but talking to him just clam my nerves down . i still feel the same serenity even when we argue . hahas . i'm such a weirdo and this post is so random . ah ! i got to concentrate ! jiayou jiamin ! ;x

loveloves ! ♥

p.s ; last photo - baby looks a bit retarded .. oops ! ;x

second post !

hello hello ! hahas. oops ! something's wrong with the previous post. anyways, got to get back at mugging. there's still bio and f&n to go.. T.T really hate exams . anyways , wish me luck ! cause i have sudden throbbing headache .. must be the weird position i slept in just now . >.<

loveloves ! ♥